Narcissism I

The "modesty" displayed by Narcissists is false. It is mostly and merely verbal. It is couched in flourishing phrases, emphasized to the point of absurdity, repeated unnecessarily - usually to the point of causing gross inconvenience to the listener. Its real aim and its subtext are exactly the opposite of common modesty. It intends either to aggrandize the Narcissist or to protect his grandiosity from scrutiny and possible erosion. Such modest outbursts precede inflated, grandiosity laden statements made by the Narcissist and pertaining to fields of human knowledge and activity in which he is sorely lacking. Devoid of systematic and methodical education, the Narcissist tries to make do with pompous mannerisms, bombastic announcements, and the unnecessary and wrong usage of professional jargon.

He attempts to dazzle his surroundings with apparent "brilliance". Beneath all this he is shallow, devoid of real knowledge, improvising, and fearful of being discovered as deceitful. The Narcissist is a conjurer of verbosity, using sleight of mouth rather than sleight of hand. He is ever possessed of the inner sensation that he is really a petty crook about to be exposed and reviled by society.

This is a horrible feeling to endure and a taxing, onerous way to live. The Narcissist has to protect himself from his own intimation, internal ongoing trial, guilt feeling and anxiety. One of the more efficacious defense and protection mechanisms is false modesty. The Narcissist will declare and reveal himself as unfit, unworthy, lacking, not trained and not (formally) schooled, not objective, cognizant of his own shortcomings and vain. This way, if (to him, when) exposed he could always say: "But I told you so in advance, didn't I?". False modesty is, thus, a hedge mechanism. The Narcissist "insures his bets" by placing a side bet on his own fallibility, weakness, deficiencies and proneness to err.

Yet another function is to extract Narcissistic supply from the listener. By contrasting a belittling and reducing statement about himself with a brilliant, dazzling display of ingenuity, wit, intellect, knowledge, or beauty - the Narcissist intends to secure an adoring, admiring, approving, or applauding protestation from the listener. The person to whom the falsely modest statement is directed is expected to vehemently deny the Narcissist's claims: "But, really, you know much more than you pretend to know", or "Why did you say that you are unable to do (this or that)? Truly, you are very gifted at it!". The Narcissist then will shrug his shoulders, smirk, blush and move uncomfortably from side to side. This was not his intention, he would assure his correspondent. He did not mean to fish for compliments (exactly what he did mean to do). He really does not deserve the praise. But the aim has, thus, been achieved: the Narcissistic supply has been granted and avidly consumed. Despite the Narcissist's protestations, he feels much better now.

The Narcissist is a dilettante and a charlatan. He glosses over complicated subjects and situations in life. He sails through them powered by shallow acquaintance with rapidly acquired verbal and behavioral vocabularies (which he then proceeds to forget). False modesty is only one of a series of false behavior patterns. The Narcissist is a pathological liar, either implicitly or explicitly. His whole existence is a derivative of a False Self, a deceitful invention and its reflections. With false modesty he seeks to implicate others in his little games, to co-opt them, to force them to collaborate making ultimate use of social conventions of conduct. The Narcissist, above all, is a shrewd manipulator of human characters and fault lines. He will never admit to this. In this sense he is verily modest.